complicated code

here's a sample of some code i'm writing for a project i've been working on.

it's kind of complicated...and i have to write more code that's also complicated.

it's been months since i wrote this.

hmm...hard to figure out if we can disable word wrap...perhaps we cannot.

just follow the link...

http://www.hiveworkshop.com/forums/pastebin.php?id=wryh4u

food this, food that

i'm getting to the point where i've been neglecting updating my blog or my youtube videos, and all i can say is a lot of the stuff i've posted up here has been well...not much of anything to be proud about. it's hard to explain but basically i've been guessing at one thing or another and have had a hard time realizing what is and what isn't.

so let me just say that lately i've learned a lot of different things, lately.

one thing i've learned is i've never liked low fat milk. and that i only like milk with a lot of fat in it. i also like milk with the lactose removed/neutralized, whatever that is where it's lactose free. so anyway i think the lactose is a type of fat that i cannot digest. but there is still plenty of fat in the milk, or the lactase or whatever that is put in it makes up for it, or whatever. i don't know much about milk, maybe i need to do more research...but whatever. i just know what i know.

as for other things...i've really been so short on cash...so a lot of medicines i've taken...the results are interesting and yet inconclusive. the main bottom line is that i've got to get my digestive system working somehow very well and that's the beginning.

another thing i don't like is canola oil. yuck. lots of vegetables bother me, of course. oats seem to sicken me, somewhat. i'm kindof at the point where i'm like a baby when it comes to eating. so i have to work at eating solid foods. got to drink a lot of milk and other easy things, it seems. i also have to be very careful not to take in too much protein, in fact i think i need to get some medicines again that i've run out of to help me process the proteins...or perhaps i'm just not food combining very well. it is a very real possibility. i'll need to work on it. like remembering to eat garlic toast with my eggs. it might not need to be a lot of it, but it needs to be in there, with the meal.

i've been very foolish with the eating habits, and it needs to change for the better.

when the government doesn't believe got disability...just start posting pictures on the internet until they beg you to stop sounds like a plan...

SALMON IS BAD FOR ME

So I've found out that salmon undoubtedly is making me bleed. I'm unsure of how or why, but it definitely is.

Actually, at this point I'm unsure of what things do cause the problem. I'm pretty sure beef doesn't have the same effect although it is something else I cannot eat.

I't s amazing how confusing eating food can be.

On a somewhat more positive note, I've been chewing gum now and I think it is helping me to eat better.

my computer game projects

gonna take a little break from talking about health for the moment.

I've been developing a couple of miniature games, and it's been convenient for me that i've had something to do while my health has been very bad.

the main thing i wanted to say was that i found out while i was playing my more finished project online, i would run across these mysterious 'leavers'...once, one of them complained that he wasn't a leaver at all but the complaint was left unresolved until this past week. actually, i was in the middle of updating the project with something else but i might just take a step back and publish the macintosh compatible version tomorrow. i'll think about it. anyways, the point is that i was able to import graphics that were not quite developed properly...but worked just fine on most computers...apparently they won't work on macintosh computers. that's why the leavers kept showing up in the game. i couldn't figure out why they would leave at the beginning of a match or they would be off in 'windows' or away from the computer and when they come back to the program they would 'leave'. but now that mystery's been solved. the icons were given some kind of standard-lookalike border but apparently it wasn't compatible with macintosh computers so the borders all had to be altered again. it's honestly incredibly hard to tell the difference, but apparently, the such minor differences were important enough to crash the program for macintosh users.

then i'm also passively working on another project where i'm honestly more or less waiting for some other guys to do some more of the work before i do some stuff on it. they've been planning this custom user interface for the project so it's a pretty big deal and a lot of it is over my head at the moment. anyway i did get some further information about how to proceed but for the moment it's still going to be easier if i just wait before doing more work on it. which is fine, considering i still have some designs for my solo projects that i haven't finished implementing yet.

with the next couple of updates, my first main project might be well enough along and apparently, stable enough(i hope) that it can take third place in my priority list of computer game projects to work on. on the other hand...gaining macintosh players might make the popularity of the map explode(one can hope), causing myself to scramble to provide more content patches and balance patches. if that happens it'll probably just end up staying in 2nd place...but theorhetically if that happens...it'll probably drop back to 3rd place as soon as i pick up my pace on the team project that i'm working on.

So there seems to be a lot of misconceptions about what metabolism means, and how metabolism should work. I've learned a lot lately about metabolism, and just how horribly my body's metabolism has been functioning. Buying products at SuperSupplements that I suspect would help me, especially Amino Acids has been helping my health a lot lately. One of those products is made from a brand called MRM, short for Metabolic Response Modifiers. The bottle says "Visit www.mrm-usa.com for a complete list of company locations."

The product I'm taking that is helping is called BCAA+G 6000

It is described further as such:

HIGH POTENCY

THE ULTIMATE MUSCLE RECOVERY FORMULA

ENHANCED WITH L-GLUTAMINE

INCREASES NITROGEN RETENTION

OPTIMIZES MUSCLE SIZE, STRENGTH & RECOVERY

Ingredients are: pyridoxine HCI (vitamin b6), L-Leucine, L-Valine, L-Isoleucine, L-Glutamine.

I'm also taking a variety of other supplements, which are all helping a bundle, especially some things which are helping my body to get rid of ammonia that is apparently trapped inside it because of bad protein metabolism. And here I thought I knew so much about supposedly healthy foods...what's healthy for one person isn't necessarily going to be healthy for another person. The full scope of that principle is very far-reaching, so much so that it's difficult to comprehend without extensive research.

Cracker Company Cheated On Me

Honey Maid Honey Graham crackers...They are what people usually would use to make s'mores. Well, They cheated me out of a couple of normal boxes of crackers. What did I get sold instead? Calcium rich, reduced fat crackers. How Disgusting! Are they trying to kill me? I can't eat calcium rich foods! The box is just the same as usual but the crackers inside MUST be another variety of Honey Maid crackers, there's only two other kinds, and this is definitely a kind with a lot of calcium in it. This is an outrage and they should be sued for boxing the wrong product.